Monday, March 9, 2009

i know i already posted today. but i may die this week and then you'll know who to avenge for my death. fine, too exaggerated, but YEAH.

well, handbells teacher replied my mum. she says that ok, thanks for sending me this message (email), but can you please ask elizabeth to see me before or after school on Thursday? thanks.

yes. so she's going to interrogate me. and im going to die, cos i wont have any idea how to respond to her. ): why cant she just let me go?? all the reasons why are in the email. does she just want me to repeat it into her face? and after the talk with her, she better let me quit. she better not bother me anymore. she better not show me her unreasonable-ity again.

i'm dreading that talk with her. i have to go right? i cant just ignore her..

so.. morning or after school?
morning- no need to waste my time after school, get it over and done with, may have a potential of causing me to be super irritated the whole daY.

after school- wastes my time.. i need to go for tuition!! makes me be all freaked out the whole day, may not ruin my day if she says some stupid stuff.

I dont know?? maybe morning? cos i have no freaking idea how long she wants to talk to me. and.. how about this to make things worse.
I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW SHE LOOKS LIKE.
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE I'M SUPPOSED TO MEET HER.
last last friday that other handbells teacher said that she was so sad that i didnt know her name, and the other handbells teachers. so she must be expecting me to know how they look like too. how the HELL am i supposed to know that?? so i just came to secondary school, you expect me to know how all your freaking faces look like and what your freaking names are?!!?? i havent even seen your face before ok, and that one which i saw on last last fri, yeah, you didnt even tell me your name. only randomly scirbbled it down. I CANT READ YOUR WRITING OK!

and i want no freaking CRAP to have anything to do with you.

and i dont want stef to join cheerleading. it'll mess every thing up, ok??
but join it if you like.


lizz
RAHH!